Friday, July 11, 2014

异想世界里的色彩


我异想世界里的每一种色彩,有没有人可以明白?








我最喜欢看海,把一些故事唱出来



我希望可以遇到一个能够把我当成公主的王子,王子会在巴黎铁塔前拉着南瓜车向公主求婚,大声说道:“我希望把你接到我的心里来住,你愿意吗?”然后公主在所有家人朋友面前答应王子的求婚,王子帮公主带上星型戒指,象征着永恒的爱,他们得到所有人的祝福。



我希望去大草原拍婚纱照,那里有城堡、白马我希望去心形岛屿度蜜月,过个甜蜜的两人世界,暂时享受所谓的天长地久。我希望我们有一个美丽的秘密基地那里有大海荡漾着好听的旋律有秋千有星星有薰衣草让我难过的时候,还有一个可以躲藏的地方


结婚那天,王子会在台上弹着白色的钢琴,对着公主唱情歌旁人的眼里尽是羡慕的眼神










我希望家里有一个小空间,屋顶是透明的,这样的话,我能够看见满天的星星下雨的时候,我能够享受雨水打在镜面上的自由,听着雨滴的旋律,然后慢慢睡去在梦里,梦见的都是王子对我的好


我们能够有机会一起去追寻北极光,在我们离开这个世界之前,在世界每个角落刻下我们的记号我们拥有好多好多的照片王子总在公共场合上毫不犹豫地牵起公主的手,然后一脸满足的微笑老了以后,翻着一张张的照片,一起回忆这一辈子的快乐






哈哈好像奢望太多了。不过,如果真的有这个人出现的话,也许我也不懂得如何去回报,也可能马上跑掉,因为我根本没这个资格要求那么多。



不过我想如果我的王子出现的话,我会答应你,我不会让你一个人走在回家的路不会让你觉得孤独也许我不能为你做什么,可是我会一直陪着你

Friday, June 27, 2014

喜欢羽球的自己

不久前,看了汤杯的比赛。看着Darren打的那一刻,想到了以前打球的日子。从小学开始,就一直代表学校去比赛。中学的时候,也打了一场很激烈的双打。我还很记得,那天是决赛,我和我的partner kanchong的学校,因为比赛耗费很长的时间,整座体育场里每一场比赛都打完了,只剩下我们一个court在打。自然而然地每个人都围着我们的场看我们打球、帮我们打气,我当下真的觉得很紧张、很压力。其实我也不是真的很厉害打,尤其跟我partner比,我简直觉得是我拖累了她。之后,有些教练也看不下去了,还在旁边教我,虽然我也不知道他们是谁,只觉得很压力。虽然这场比赛我们只拿到亚军,可是那种成就感我无法形容。至今,想起来还是觉得很开心,给了自己一个很精彩的经历。


大学的课外活动辅修科,每个人都尽量选择能够得到高分数的科系,比如语言科、舞蹈科。明明知道羽球科很难,而且教练很凶,可是因为喜欢还是去了。第一天上课,差点就把自己累死了,朋友还因为太累,差点晕倒,顾不得会被教练怎么修理,就径自坐在一旁,每个人都看傻了。我虽然很累也想放弃,但才第一堂课,以后的日子会有多难熬,想也知道。


之后,教练要教大家如何记分数,办了一场模拟赛,偏偏选中了我,当时觉得教练根本很讨厌我,故意针对我。没办法,只得硬着头皮上场,教练那么凶,也没人敢反抗他。我的partner是一个很可爱的小男生,打球的时候,真的是太尴尬了。球飞来的时候,他让我、我让他,结果球在我们之间落下,每个人都笑死了,教练也无话可说,又气又好笑。我们两个对看了一眼,尴尬死了!!

可爱的小男生,谢谢你给我一段美好的回忆,谢谢你在雨天的时候,把你的雨伞让给我们,自己淋湿了。虽然我连你的名字都不知道,虽然我们只相处了8天,可是我会记得你的。谢谢你的体贴,没能当面告诉你,真的很遗憾。





有时在想,当我开心感动地告诉别人这件事和我记得的你。你会不会也正好跟你的朋友说起我。哈哈也可能你根本就不记得了。这世界上,总有些人缘分太薄,纯粹是个擦肩而过的路人,可是却让你感动。有些人缘分很深,可是因为不懂得珍惜,却总是让你难过。

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

认识你们真好

   缘分像一本书。
   翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。


四年的时间过去了,我们都离开了学校,那个让我们认识彼此的地方。这段时间,我独自一人离开了属于我们的那个世界,选择另外一片天空。每次相聚,看着你们对彼此的那么熟络与亲密,仿佛我是多余的,可是却硬要挤进你们的世界,合群的微笑…  wy:我想谢谢你拼命把我拉回那个让我快乐的世界,谢谢你让我觉得我不是多余的。
四年后的一天,我回去马六甲跟你们一起拍毕业照。你们对我的热情,害我差点哭出来,我一直以为我是多余的,一个聚会,也犹豫了上百次,害怕被冷落。可是我的意外出现,看着你们热情地迎向我,说很想念我,我当下真的很感动

跟着你们的脚步,走在学校的每个角落,我觉得如此地熟悉与温暖,也许你们并不知道我此刻多么感动。看着你们的背影,诉说着第一天认识的情景与对话,心里说不出得开心,很想大声说:“认识你们真得很美好!”。JH:“ 我还记得第一天英语课,你用英文跟我说话,LC到要死,以为自己英文很厉害酱! ”“认识不久就问我拿几个A walao 怕人家不懂你很聪明咩?” 哈哈…  队长一直在一旁傻笑。 XH:“第一天我还以为队长是Banana叻。” 看着你们你一言我一语的诉说着以前发生的点点滴滴,那个有我的世界。心里真的很开心,很久没那么开心了,真心的。


谢谢你们带给我那么多欢乐。队长,thank you for ur help and take care so much of me. I never speak out all the grateful and appreciation to you. But in my heart, I really treat u as my best best friend. U are the one that make me feel how sincere u treat me. Really thank you so much. 虽然你有女朋友了,我需要帮助的时候,你也不顾她的存在,对我伸出双手,真的很感谢你。YX: 对不起如果让你觉得不高兴或造成什么误会,队长对我就像哥哥对妹妹,别无其想。希望你能够让队长觉得幸福快乐,他真的是一个很好的人,相信你也知道。

XH、队长、WY、WL、JH、CT、YX谢谢你们给我那么多美好的回忆。我永远都不会忘记那段属于我们的回忆与快乐。


 有時候繞了一圈又回到了原點,可是如果你沒有走過,又怎麼知道原點在哪裡


Friday, January 10, 2014

Graduation


一辈子一次的毕业典礼,那天,我的家人没有来出席我的毕业典礼,我的朋友也没出现。我一个人站在一旁看着朋友们高高兴兴地在跟他们的家人朋友合照,他们收到了很多花、收到了很多礼物,我站在一旁两手空空,一个朋友都没有,显得很尴尬

不久后,朋友的朋友(元)拿了一束花送给我,祝我毕业快乐,那一刻心里真的很开心,不是真的开心收到那份礼物,而是那束花解决了我的尴尬,朋友都问我:“你的家人和朋友为什么没有来?”我真的不晓得如何回答,只敷衍地说了:“他们都很忙。”之后,一整天一直跟同学拍照,晚上,跟着朋友硬是挤着他的朋友们一起去庆祝

回到家后,想了很久,还是忍不住哭了…. 白天里的我,真的熬了很久想起饭送我花的时候说:“做么!一个人啊?这束花不会是没有人送你,你自己买给自己的吧!”我勉强地笑了他的一句不经意的玩笑,果真说中了我的心情。那束花虽然不是我自己买的,可是差不多也是这个意思

之后,爸爸竟然说:“不是我们不要去,是你好像都不想要我们去。”我真的难过得快崩溃了爸爸,你是不是一直觉得我是一个爱面子的人,所以觉得你和妈妈会让我丢脸,所以才没去的。对不起,可是你们真的误会我了,谁希望一辈子一次的毕业典礼只有自己一个人?妹妹原本答应会回来陪我庆祝,怎知临时说要考试就不回来了。

原来平时的我,看起来有很多朋友,可也许这些朋友永远只会出现在平时… 
友情在我的世界里不过如此...


Sunday, October 20, 2013

Those Childhood Days


When you came into the world, she held you in her arms. You thanked her by weeping your eyes out.

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 year old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 year old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 year old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5 year old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 year old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, “I’m not going!”

When you were 7 year old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor’s window.

When you were 8 year old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 year old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 year old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 year old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 year old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting she left the house.

When you were 13 year old, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14 year old, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15 year old, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16 year old, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid your college tuition, drove you to campus, and carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying. “It’s none of your business.”

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying, “I don’t want to be like you.”

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiancé and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling, “Muuhh-ther, please!”

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, “Things are different now.”

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then one day she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder.

“Rock me baby, rock me all night long.”
“The hand who rocks the cradle… may rock the world.”

Let us take a moment of the time just to pay tribute and show appreciation to the person called mom though some may not it openly to their mother. There’s no substitute for her. Cherish every single moment. Though at times she may not be the best of friends, may not agree to our thoughts, she is still your mother!!! She will be there for you… to listen to your woes, your bragging, your frustrations, etc. Ask yourself…. Have you put aside enough times for her, to listen to her “blues” of working in the kitchen, her tiredness? Be tactful, loving and still show her due respect though you may have a different view from hers. Once gone, only fond memories of the past and also regrets will be left.






Don’t take for granted the things closest to your heart. Love her more than you love yourself. Life is meaningless without her?

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Food of thought


There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.

Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you wants to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.


Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

不可能习惯


以前曾努力忘记你的死,你不在的世界里我无法找到任何的意义、

渐渐破坏的心一直在寻找着你

如果你能听见,有很多话想告诉你

全心全意永远让你充满笑容

永远把你记住在心里

不想失去的愿望,是最远的那一颗星,

天空辽阔就如明天,

虽是漫无边际,但我想伸出双手

没有你的日子,虽然永远不可能会习惯